Saturday, May 24, 2008

I MISS YOU

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"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]



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The lyrics said it all..
I miss her so much. I wish she's here with us, with Tatay.. Argh.. I soooo miss my family..
This is such an emotional post, I know. Just venting it all out. I just miss her so much.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

WHATEVER

Here's a new video of Jason Mraz. I love this man. I adore him since high school. Just hearing his voice, it soothes me and reminds me of my bestfriend Nicole. We both love Jason Mraz.
This song was released I think 2 years ago (I'm not sure. basta karaan na na xa) but he featured it in his 2008 album "We sing, We Dance, We Steal Things." Some parts of the lyrics were changed/though.. But I love the video. I liked this song so much but I erased it from my pc because of some bad memories I have with this song. Aw! But since he altered some parts of the lyrucs, and released it again, and the video is nice, I'm loving it again.. ehehehe!

here's the vid! Enjoy!
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

MY FRIENDS

I'm never the friendly type, not even approachable. I had attitude problems, and I sometimes couldn't understand myself. That's why I will never be surprised if I find out that 90 percent of the people who knows me don't really have a grip of what I really am. But I'm so blessed to have people who stand by me even in the most silent times of my life and sees me through even when my wild side is all that surfaces. I don't have many friends. I know a lot of people(even though many of them don't know me) and I have a lot of acquaintances but I don't have many friends. In this very mean world, and for a meanie like me, I consider myself really blessed and I'm very thankful for these persons - my friends. In my 18 years of existence, I met a lot of "friends" but not all of them were true. Many stabbed me in the back, and some just left me hanging. Hence the maybe-less-than-20 number of persons I consider friends. Some of them were even my enemies before and some were close to me like my sisters. I guess that's just the magic of friendship. There are people who are already part of the life God designed for you. It's like they were destined to be your neighbor, your accomplice and partner in crime, to be the daughters of your parents' friends, to be your competitor from your gradeschool medals, to talk to you during your highschool enrolment, to act weird so you can backbite them during your dramatic highschool days, to be so talkative and sometimes tactless so that you would quarrel almost everyday, and to save you from boredom in college(and not to mention help you rebuild yourself and your faith) - like fate assigned them to meet you at a certain part of your life and made you who you are today. I don't have lots of friends; they may not be with me all the time, but I feel so blessed to have them. They are my precious treasures. I may not be a perfect friend, I may even be a bad influence sometimes but I know they will not desert me, they will take me for who I am, for who I'm not and will never be.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

A TREE IN HEAVEN




Thanks to the 2-day transport strike we will not have classes tomorrow until Tuesday. (It's not actually a good thing because it's a sign that jeepney fare is going to increase due to the continuous increase in gasoline in the world market. Enough about that.) Because of the "long weekend," we decided to have DVD marathons! And first in line is a Korean drama series entitled "A Tree in Heaven/Heaven's Tree/Tree of Heaven" starring Lee Wan(Kim Tae Hee's brother[the girl from Love Stroy in Harvard], he's a very good actor and also handsome ^^,) and Park Shin Hye(sigeg hilak! :P). I've never cried this much since Love Story in Harvard and Princess Hours. It's the most heartbreaking story I've ever watched. I think almost 90% of their life(in the series) was made up of miserable experiences. They were always crying and heartbroken. It was such a sad story. Even the ending was not what I expected(they did not have a happy ending..*spoiler!*). Shocks! It was the saddest Koreanovela I've ever watched! Despite everything that hindered their relationship, they proved that what they have and feel for each other was unconditional.



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Grrrrr.. Namatay lang si Lee Wan! huhu..